Breaking Bad Habits In Your Life (Part 2 of 2)

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I think it can also refer to any area where we want to heal and grow. It has to start with acknowledging and confession. That's Deborah Faleta describing better ways that we can experience change and needed growth in our lives. And we're looking forward to hearing more from her today on Focus on the Family. Your host is Focus President and author Jim Daly, and I'm John Fuller. John, I so appreciate Deborah's wisdom. I think being a counselor, you get to see so many things and so many situations and so many excuses and so many right things when people apply biblical principles.

So I'm excited to talk to her about these things and the wisdom that she brings to the discussion. She believes working toward change is good, I would agree, but we often have the wrong approach to get there, right? And then where's that pain point where it finally motivates you enough to change? But listen, if you're a committed Christian, that's what this life is about, is changing more like Christ every day.

So buckle up because if you're not moving at the pace the Lord wants you to move at, he's going to get you moving. And that's part of what we experience here. Deborah also urges people to own their own junk. We talked about that last time. So if you missed it, go back and get the download or the smartphone app and check it out because I thought it was a really helpful conversation, and I'm looking forward to today's discussion. Yeah, there was so much there that we've already covered and so much to come in this broadcast. Deborah's recent book, Reset Powerful Habits to Own Your Thoughts, Understand Your Feelings, and Change Your Life is the basis for our conversation, and we've got details about it in the show notes or give us a call.

800 the letter A and the word family. Deborah, welcome back. Thank you. It's good to be back. Hey, let's kick it off with the brain.

Something small to talk about, right? At least in my case. The brain science there, our brains love routine and when we have, you know, repetitive actions, we kind of go into this robotic mode, right?

Making lunch, driving kids to school. It might be something related to our job. That's probably a good thing in a lot of ways, but it can also be a bad thing. Yeah, yeah. Our brains love the path of least resistance.

It's so human. And honestly, if we want to change, we have to start with our thought life. Let me show you an example of how our brains like the path of least resistance. I want you to do this activity with me. And if you're listening, follow along, take your arms, not if you drive driving, and cross your arms and observe which arm has come to the surface, your left or your right. Okay, my left.

Left. And now I want you to do it again, but this time I want the opposite arm. Okay, ready? You got to start from scratch.

Ready, set, go. See now, now Jim is really struggling with it. How about you? I swapped pretty naturally because I kind of, I read the book. That's terrible.

I knew where she was going to go. Now, Jim, tell me a little bit about why that was difficult. What did it feel like to try to swap? My guess would be that my dominant arm wanted to be on top and my less dominant arm didn't know what to do. You've been doing it the same way over and over and over and over again for years. Your brain loves the path of least resistance.

The easiest way is the way it's going to choose. And unfortunately for us, that's most commonly negative and unhealthy thinking because it takes more work to think positively. That's why scripture is constantly telling us to transform our thinking, renew our brain, take our thoughts captive because thoughts lead to feelings and feelings lead to behavior.

If you want to change your behavior, you start with your thoughts. And in fact, in the book you talked about, you know, I'm sure you renamed this person, but Hannah who struggled in a more serious way. It wasn't crossing her arms. It was about those repetitive messages that she heard where she was inadequate and other things.

Describe that. Hannah came from a family where she was adopted and it was a great family. They were so good to her, but she didn't realize the fact that deep down she believed wrong messages. She believed that she wasn't wanted. She believed that she wasn't valuable. And when those are the roots of her thoughts, it began to impact the way that she related to people, the way that she related to herself, the way that she interacted and it started influencing negative behaviors.

But really it's rooted in that default thought. I am not lovable. I am not wanted.

I am not good enough. You know, in that context, because you hear that in counseling, we hear that through our interactions with constituents, that loop that continues to play. And as a trained counselor, giving, you know, that cup of cold water that just think of that woman who is hearing that loop over and over again, what is something she can do to stop doing that? First of all, we need to acknowledge that loop.

I think so many people are walking around living their life and they don't even realize there's something unhealthy about the way that I think. So acknowledging what's on replay is an important part and then aligning it to God's truth. One activity that I have people do is actually write out their negative thoughts for a 24 hour period and then begin to look for patterns in your thinking that are unhealthy and then look through scripture to replace that unhealthy thinking with God's truth, because that's what we need to have on replay in our mind if we actually want to see behavioral change. In fact, you talk about that to own your own thoughts before they own you and you root it there, I think in Corinthians 10-5, 2 Corinthians 10-5.

What is that scripture and how does that illustrate it? It says take every thought captive. Think about that. When you think about taking something captive, I imagine a wild animal and you're going out in the captivity and you're taking that animal, you're training it, you're rearing it, you're making sure that it becomes tame. Our thoughts are like those wild animals.

If we're not aware, they will end up destroying our life. We have to be intentional about taking those thoughts captive and making them obedient to Christ. That's something. I mean, that illustration, I'm sure it's exactly what Paul wanted to communicate, right? It's something we have to do every single day.

I have a good friend that says, I am one thought away from going back to my old way of life. And I think that illustration, taking it captive, is such an action-oriented word. It is. It's like aggressive. It's an intentional.

It's not passive. You're absolutely right. It's a fight. For some of us, it's a true battle and something that we have to wake up every morning and realize I need to battle for my mind because it affects my feelings and then it affects what I do and how I behave. You know, in that area of emotions, I mean, again, emotions, there's been books written about it, you know, you can't trust them and other things. And in that regard, how do we take captive those emotions that are unhealthy? How do we even take inventory of unhealthy emotions to recognize them? Well, I think the first thing we need to understand is that emotions in and of themselves are amoral.

What I mean by that is they're not bad or good, right or wrong. Emotions are not a sin, but they are a signal. And we need to understand what's happening and what we're feeling on the inside. So, so I think it's important for us to see our emotions as just that a signal and realize it's not what we feel, but what we do with that feeling that moves us down a healthy path or an unhealthy path. Can I let me push you a little bit on that anger? Obviously, that's an emotion. There's unhealthy anger. How do you know when that line is being crossed?

And how do you pull back? Well, the Bible says in your anger, do not sin. But it doesn't say don't be angry. It just says, don't sin in your anger.

So it's the actions that flow from that that I think are really important. You know, I love looking at the life of Jesus. Jesus was emotional. He had a lot of different feelings, including anger. But how he responded to that feeling is what pushed him into a healthy place.

That's what set him apart. When he was sorrowful, he responded with gratitude. When he was angry, he responded with justice. When he was exhausted, he responded with boundaries and taking the time to rest.

He responded in healthy ways. So if we can see our feelings as a signal, and then realize that we are called to respond to that signal in a healthy way, it'll move us down a good path. I'm smiling because I'm thinking how many husbands have said, Well, I'm not Jesus.

Right? That's not a good excuse as a Christian. Yes, because clearly we're not Jesus. Yeah.

But the goal is for us to be moving toward him becoming more like him every day. You know, it's fascinating, Deborah, and this isn't out of your book. So, but a thought that I've had a lot. You think of 39 emotions. I think people, professionals have identified 39 emotions that Jesus displayed.

Even the fact that it's that finite is kind of interesting to me. It's like we're in a box. You know, we only get these 39 emotions. It's almost like the Lord has rigged this human experience. This is what you're going to have at your hand to feel, to experience, and the processes I want to draw you closer to me as my created beings. Isn't that, to me, it's just interesting that God has put that together. And this is part of the experience. Well, the beautiful thing about emotions is they're like so many different colors.

A counselor will tell you, you can pull up a list of 500 emotions. Jesus showed us 39 different ones that he experienced. And we know that's just from scripture.

I'm sure there was more that we don't even know about. But the key is taking all of these things and allowing them to work together, our thoughts, feelings, and behavior, and moving us closer to God and making us more like Jesus. You had a, this is a little shift, but you had a near-death experience that gave you some emotions around that.

Describe what happened and what you learned from it. So, an important part of changing our behavior, like we talked about a minute ago, is understanding our feelings. But another important part of changing our behavior is also questioning our feelings.

Because just because you feel something doesn't make it true. And I experienced this when I went through a near-death traumatic experience. I had a miscarriage. I lost so much blood that I almost lost my life.

And fast forward a couple years from that experience, the part of my brain that remembers emotional memory called the amygdala. Every time I felt a little off, maybe I felt a little light-headed, I was dehydrated, I wasn't drinking enough water, it brought me back to that danger zone of almost losing my life. It was almost like my body was alarming.

Take care of yourself. Danger, danger, danger. When really there was no danger.

And we have that capacity in our body. When we've been through hard things or traumatic things, oftentimes our amygdala to try to keep us safe fires off. You're not safe.

Danger, danger. In moments where we actually are safe. And so, we have to be able to question our emotions. And just because we feel something, it doesn't necessarily make that feeling a true thing. A feeling is real, but it's not always telling us the truth. No, that's a good point.

I think in our culture today, we're so rooted in feelings that we tend to believe the feeling is truer than truth. Right. And that's dangerous.

It's very dangerous. I agree with you. And I think even Jesus went through that struggle in the Garden of Gethsemane, when everything inside of him was telling him to leave, he was sweating droplets of blood. That's a fight or flight response, you know, all of the stress that's telling him danger, danger, danger, get out of here. But he chose to stay.

He chose to trust his God over his emotions. And you can notice this. I mean, depending upon your situation, there's a term where we catastrophize things, especially for parents. I mean, this is true in the parenting role where we go right to the most fearful thing that we can imagine our kids might be doing the first time they take the car out at 16. Or they're at a party or whatever it might be. And it doesn't mean that it's true, but we almost talk ourselves into it being true.

And then we put the kid on trial, right? And say, Hey, what, you know, what happened here, here and here? And sometimes it's going to be true. And sometimes it's not. How do we take that inventory, not specifically in that situation, but just generally about our emotions and keep them in check? Well, what's preceding that emotion of fear and anxiety is a thought, thoughts lead to feelings. So what's the thought that's triggered this feeling of anxiety and fear and panic? It's the thought of something bad is something bad is going to happen to my kid, they're going to get into a car accident, I'm never going to make it in life. Think of all the negative thoughts that we have that precede those negative feelings.

And so a lot of times when you have an emotional response, a really strong emotional response, it's important to back up and ask yourself, what thought preceded that feeling? And is it based on truth? Or is it based on my own trauma, my own fears, my own struggles, my own insecurities? Describe the lies or cognitive distortions as you call them, we have in our minds that interfere with our efforts or need to change. Sometimes without realizing it, we're believing a string of lies. And when it becomes a pattern, we call it a cognitive distortion. For example, something like black or white thinking, I'm either doing a great job, or I'm doing an awful job, there's nothing in between, or someone has really, really hurt me, and they can't be trusted.

Or they're, I'm having a good day with them. And, and they can be trusted in everything they say and do, rather than having a middle ground, you in fact, refer to it kind of dirty glasses, smudge glasses, which I can relate to. Yes, describe that smudge glass look. And how's that relate to that idea? Our cognitive distortions are the lens in which we see the world. But sometimes our lenses aren't accurate, because they've been beat up, you know, they've been dirtied. And, and specifically speaking, it's the hurts we've experienced, the wounds we've been through the negative relationships, and all of those things begin to impact our lens.

And then we when we put on our lens, the way that we see the world, we don't see it in an accurate, clear perspective, because of our own past hurts, rather than seeing it through the lens of truth, God's unchanging truth, that's always clear. Deborah, you say that human beings can be like volcanoes. To me, that's, you know, super volatile. I don't know that I see that that often in in myself or in the relationships around me.

So what's your definition of that volcanic eruption? I always tend to think of that as like this uncontrollable anger, right? And that's not always what it looks like. I think the key is realizing that we have stress that's building underneath the surface of our lives. Each one of us even today, we have different stressors that we've been experiencing. And when that stress begins to build, and we don't release that stress in a healthy way, it's going to find the point of least resistance and make its way to the surface of our life and some sort of an emotional explosion that could look like shutting down, which is the opposite of rage. It could look like a mental health issue like depression or anxiety. It could look like relationship conflict. It doesn't always mean a massive anger explosion. But the idea is that stress is building up, and we're not dealing with it. And eventually it makes its way to the surface of our lives in an unhealthy way.

Yeah. Deborah, in the book reset, you address the problem of childhood wounds and how they can interfere with our efforts to grow. And actually, I've heard counselors say they're actually growth stunters, you know, trauma that takes place in our childhood. You share a story about a man who you counsel called, I think you renamed the person Brett to protect him. But tell us about Brett's story and, and what you saw and how you helped him.

I love that you use the phrase growth stunters. Yeah, because I think it's so true. And oftentimes we get stuck in an emotional stage when we've been through something really hard in that season. So I worked with Brett, and he was really having a hard time with decision making and feeling confident in his choices and, and being able to move forward in his life. And as we started unpacking some of that, he went through a really hard season in childhood where he was bullied, where he was feeling picked apart by people, where he was feeling like his parents were so rigid, and he couldn't make his own choices.

And it's almost like he froze in that season because of those wounds. And here he is a grown man, still feeling like he's not capable, like everyone's gonna pick on him and put him down, that he wasn't good enough. And he didn't feel autonomy and confidence, because he had past wounds that he never actually faced. In fact, he did the opposite. He tried to stuff them, all that hard stuff from long ago, that's not impacting who I am today. But it was almost as though he was stuck in that developmental stage of a child, because he's never really found freedom and healing from some of the well, you're describing what we spoke about a while ago, that loop and how it gets created.

I mean, that's a perfect example of that, that I'm inadequate, that I don't measure up that people pick on me because I'm weak, right? Boom, boom. And there it is. How do you and you describe it as reparenting?

Yeah. And I'm not saying Brett's situation was that but how do you go back and reparent yourself as an adult and change the way you think? In the process of counseling, we do this a lot. And, and the idea is that now that I'm a grown adult, with the Holy Spirit living inside of me, I can go back to some of those hard places and face them, I can begin inserting a new script, rather than that old negative one that's on replay, I can go back with the help of the Holy Spirit and replace some of those things I picked up from childhood with a new script based on God's truth that I know to be true today. So we almost go back and fill in the gaps with the good stuff with the truth of God's Word.

And honestly, slowly, it begins to change what's on replay today. You know, Deborah, I'm thinking of the person that is hearing that loop, and they've got to do something. I mean, getting the book reset is a great step, and maybe even calling for counseling, but I just feel a burden there for a person that's feeling it. As a counselor, speak to that person that's going, Oh, my goodness, they're describing me, that's what I do every day, I get into that loop, and I'm not worthy, I'm not good enough, whatever it might be.

What's the first thing they can do? One thing that I would recommend is that they make a timeline and ask the Lord to spotlight areas of their life where they need to go back for some healing, where they need to go back for some of God's grace, what are some significant experiences in your life or in your childhood that began to impact what you believe about yourself, God and others, ask God to reveal some of those things, and then write out a timeline, make that map and begin praying over it, begin asking God for help, and then take that map, that timeline to a counselor and begin working on some of those things. But the important part is that we stop and take the time to actually pinpoint and spotlight the areas that God wants to help us heal on a deeper level. Yeah, that is really good and really important to do. So let me encourage you to do that. And let me turn a little bit of a corner. As Christians, we're big believers in helping others and sacrificing and service.

It's really important to the Christian creed, and it is. But sometimes that well-meaning effort can get a little out of whack. It's not the right motivation, etc., whatever it might be. You counseled a woman you called Madeline who suffered from this, and I really want you to describe it so, again, people that are in that spot can identify with it. What was Madeline dealing with and how was it unhealthy? Helping others doesn't seem unhealthy.

Right. Madeline came from a childhood where she was kind of caught between two parents who got divorced and she was the middleman. She was always fixing things for the family and making sure everybody was okay. And that kind of became her role to give, give, give, and give. Then she became a Christian. And guess what? You give more.

You give to your church, you give to ministry. But she never realized the importance of caring for herself. When I was growing up, my dad told me that human beings are like a well. And if you continue to pour out without filling back up, eventually your well will run dry and what you'll have left is all the gunk, the junk at the bottom of the well that's no good to anybody. And so she was kind of caught in the cycle of giving and giving and giving, but never taking the time to fill up, never seeing the importance of filling herself up.

And it eventually led to a breaking point in her life where she really struggled. Let me speak what some people are maybe thinking that self-care just feels so non-Christian, so inappropriate. But you're really saying it's the opposite. Speak to that idea about the Lord's commandments to love the Lord, your God with all your heart, soul, and mind, and to love your neighbor as yourself. Well, for those who struggle with the word self-care, let me help you by shifting that word a little bit. What if we called it soul care?

Something a little bit deeper. Caring for my soul. Because that's what Jesus calls us to do and that's what Jesus modeled here on earth. Love your neighbor as you love yourself. I think sometimes we quickly say that last part as you love yourself. I mean, it could have said love your neighbor, don't love yourself. Love your neighbor more than you love yourself. But it says love your neighbor as yourself.

I think there's permission there to care for ourselves so that we can better care for others. And if we look at the life of Jesus, he practiced soul care. He took the time to set boundaries and get away. He took the time to stop and feed himself and drink. He took the time to have fun with friends. He took the time to get away and pray and spend time with the Lord.

Jesus took the time to rest when he needed a nap. And I think sometimes we neglect the care of ourselves and then we run dry and feel empty and then we can no longer do a good job caring for others. When you when you counsel someone like Madeline, who is serving out of that right thing to serve, but then can trace it back to even her mother and father's divorce and being that middle person, that's a lot of weight to carry emotionally. How do you begin to discern the right things to do and the things that really diminish your well?

Yeah. And that can be so hard. It is hard. And and I do think this is why the help of a professional counselor can be an important thing, because ultimately we're trying to get to the root of motive is my motive and why I'm doing this coming out of a healthy place or an unhealthy place. For her, the motive was rooted in not just helping people, but I need to help people in order to be valuable. I need to help people in order to have worth. That's not what God tells us to do.

That's not the truth of Christ. We help out of the overflow. We don't help because it defines our value and worth. And so for her, it was an unquenchable thing. She continued to serve and serve and serve and serve, but she still wasn't feeling good about herself because that's not where value comes from. And she and that's why she reached a breaking point.

Yeah, that is so good. Deborah, people have got to be touched by what we're talking about. And I hope if that's you get in touch with us.

Don't stay in that empty well. Let us give you the resources that you need. Deborah's great book, Reset as a starter, but also a great counseling referral network.

You can talk to one of our counselors to get that started. And boy, the point is, here's a rope in that well of emptiness. Don't stay there. Climb out and let us help you climb out. And we're here for you.

And all you have to do is pick up the phone and call. And again, if you need this resource and can't afford it, we'll get it to you. We'll trust others. We'll take care of the expense of that.

If you can help us and become a monthly sustainer, that's great. Be part of the ministry. A one-time gift is good too.

So just get engaged. Let's get you into a better place. That's the goal. Yeah, focus on the families here to help. We're a phone call away, as Jim said, and that number is 800, the letter A in the word family. 800-232-6459.

Or you can get in touch and learn more about resources and connect with a counselor through our website. The link is in the show notes. And Deborah, one thing I want to make sure people make sure people understand, this book is full of much more. You have 31 different chapters that hit so much more.

And like a broadcast, we're only scratching the surface. So thank you for doing that hard work. And I think my point in that is that everyone's going to find a place in the reset book that you've written, a place to grow. So thank you.

Yeah, thank you so much for having me. And thank you for joining us today for this episode of Focus on the Family. Now coming up next time, why moms and dads often make their job harder than it should be. Most of the parents I work with are relentlessly lovers of their kids.

Yes. And what that leads to is they misperceive that their job is to relentlessly parent their kids. On behalf of Jim Daly and the entire team, thanks for listening to Focus on the Family. I'm John Fuller inviting you back as we once again help you and your family thrive in Christ. Our team of biblically based counselors will help you learn how to prioritize each other. Make your marriage feel new again. Go to focusonthefamily.com slash getaway for dates and locations.