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Just wow, I guess at some point in time the harvest gets ripe and you get a chance to put the sickle in it. I'm so glad you're tuned in today. I have my good friend Jerry Mathis with us, my Christian body shop guy from Ray's Body Shop and Record Service, but Today it has to do with God fear. When have you experienced The idea of fear not, but actually, we're going to get into why in Hebrew that's actually God fear. Yeah.

When have you experienced God fear to the extent, it's sort of like the piece that passes all understanding. All of a sudden, something is absolutely terrifying going on in your life. Very often, I've hear this from people that were in a near-car accident, like something jumped out in front of them, an Amazon truck pulled out in front of them, and all of a sudden, boom, boom, boom, they just came through it cool as a cucumber, not. at all Terrified Okay. They escape whatever danger, and they go on the other side and they go, Hmm, I wonder what that was.

Hmm, it was a gift. It was a gift. If we really truly understand that gift to the extent That we could? then you could picture this. You could picture How Unbelievable our lives would be if we truly grasp this idea.

So, I know I'm going to speak some Hebrew, and so I'm going to go slow with this because I want you to picture this. If you want to speak Hebrew, go slow, please. I want to go slow because and the reason why I even titled this picture this, is Hebrew is a picture language.

So, every single letter is a picture because God. Wants you to be able to apply what he's telling you. He wants you to see it. He wants you to feel it. It's his word.

It's supposed to be harvested. And so when we get into this idea of what happened with Abraham was the first person to experience this, so. You know, after these things, this is in Genesis. After these things, the word of the Lord came to Abraham in a vision, saying, What you most translations would say, fear not, Abraham, I am thy shield in exceeding great reward. That's the first time you hear that.

And There's about eight examples of that where God literally spoke that over someone in the Old Testament, and there are seven examples where God literally spoke that, or an angel of God, that's an angel that stood in the presence of God, spoke that over someone.

So you may have heard that it says 365 times. That's throughout a whole lot of reasons that God says, don't fear through his word. But this specific phrase that's said this way, that they would have. Known only comes these few times to very specific people. And it's actually like a spoken blessing.

And I'll tell you why. That when you look at the letters, you're going to see that there's a this mark between the two words. fear not or not fear, depending on how you want to say it. That That dash, so to speak, is saying that it's supposed to be said in one breath.

So it's connected. These ideas. And so he's speaking something over these people that is like a blessing of. understanding that the fear of the Lord is absolutely beyond like if you truly understood You're God's kid, and He's put this blessing on you. There is you're bulletproof.

Not this. In other words, God has you in all circumstances.

So when he spoke this over Abraham. Of course, he was speaking it, so Abraham, he wasn't holding up a sign saying, Here are the letters, Abraham. He was speaking this, but Abraham. having understood his own language, would have felt these things. That I am going to try to help you picture, okay?

So the very first letter. Is This letter Aleph, which is the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet, which is what Jesus referred to himself as: I'm the Alpha, I'm the Aleph. I'm the beginning. And that this letter is the beginning. And interestingly, it is the first letter in the name Abraham, or even Abram, or in the name Adonai.

Most of the names of God, including El, which is actually what this word is. Begin with the letter Aleph. For the reason that that picture is a picture really. of a father. And so just think of Father Abraham and the idea of Aleph is that here comes his father.

Okay? The second letter is a Lamid, and when you put those two letters together, it it says L or In this case, Al, but it means God when you see the pictures. When you put an Aleph and a Lama together, you got the word God. And so, interestingly, Very interestingly, that word can also mean not.

Okay, and I don't want to confuse you. I just want to help you see why they say fear not, because what they're actually. Saying when you look at this, and anybody that was a little bit familiar with Hebrew would say, Oh, that says God.

Well, it also says not. Because of the grammar that's involved, but more importantly than the grammar that's involved is the picture that it's picturing. The picture is God.

Okay. Here is God. and in one breath he's saying Not to fear that fear is not a part of what God is about. God is about faith, right? And so when you truly understand God fear is not a matter of anything other than awe and worship.

Okay, God fears on worship. And so the beautiful thing is the word fear in Hebrew is a three-letter configuration that I won't go into because I don't want to confuse anybody any further. But that word's in there. But before he puts that word in there, when he tells Abraham this, he uses the letter Tav, which is the last letter in the Hebrew alphabet, which is what Jesus said: I am the alpha. And I'm the Omega.

Well, when he said that in Hebrew, he would have been saying, I'm the Aleph and I'm the Taw, the very last letter. But the very last letter in Hebrew is also the seal. That Ezekiel was to use to put on people that have been sealed. And we all, when we receive the Holy Spirit, honestly, we get this top because it's God's promise. It's like you're mine.

And so when he spoke this, God fear over Abraham, he sealed it. with this letter. in this breath. Is that not an amazing thing? Like, how beautiful is that?

That he, when he said this, which is. You know, Robbie's pronunciation, which I know would be different than most Jews because they would pronounce this different. I know why, but I'm going to pronounce it the way I believe it would have been pronounced, was L.P. T-Raw. That That that T sound that in the end is that last letter.

He's sealing it. L. Tira. And when Abraham received that... Just like when Mary received it, okay, when the angel appeared to Mary, he said exactly the same thing, and he would have said it in Hebrew to her too, because she would have understood that this was no, you know, don't be worried here, Mary.

This isn't what that is at all. It's El Tirah, like you're receiving something out of the mouth of God and realize that God spoke everything into existence, and so he is speaking no fear over you because he's using his own name, so to speak, as he is putting all this into this. And the word begins with an aleph. And it ends with an aleph. And it has that seal in the middle of it.

And so, when I say I want you to picture this so that you can feel it. because you felt it. I don't know if you recall having felt it, but I, you know, just to. To give you one of many stories, okay, that I have that when I thought about it, where God kind of explained it to me the first time.

Okay, so I was terribly afraid of the dog. I was, you may have heard this story before, but it's a perfect example of this. I was. Like the biggest chicken in the world. If there was a noise in the house, even though I'm six foot five, Tammy was five feet tall.

I'm sending her out. Do you hear that? You know, like I am frozen with fear. Like, you know how I don't know if you've ever been frozen with fear, but I get frozen with fear of the dark. That's how bad it was.

I was terrified. And I would lie in the bed and just be terrified.

Well, not long after I came to Christ. My wife had to go on a trip. And uh When I come back. I'll explain what happened to that, but more than that, I want you to think about when did you get that? That blessing from God, that word, right?

But Fear the Lord, kind of thing, but it's also fear not. And I'm just saying that this is something just holy ground. We'll be right back. You know the way. You're listening to the Truth Network and TruthNetwork.com.

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And they are a daddy-daughter duet doing that picture, this song, and the idea of. Picturing God fear. Or what a lot of people would say, fear not. as it is described in the Bible and You know, just to give you a Before I finish my story, a quick interesting note is that He said this very specifically, either as God to someone or as an angel of God that stands before God, like Gabriel or Michael. And these are the people that was spoken over.

And again, it was spoken over in one breath. It was Abraham, Hagar, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, Joshua, Gideon. Hezekiah, And Isaiah then speaks it over all of Israel. And if you're grafted into Israel, we'll. Cover that a little later on in the show, but in the New Testament, he spoke it over Zachariah, off of Mary, over Mary.

over Joseph. Than the shepherds. Then Peter Vangarius. right when he told Jarius fear not. That's the word.

And he spoke it over John in the book of Revelation as when John began to see that revelation. That interestingly, here, John had walked with him for, some say he wrote that book when he was 90. I don't know. But I do know he'd walked with him a long time. Yet, in this particular moment, God felt he needed that special Like f that special way of saying God fear, That that is spectacular.

As I said, I was I'm hoping that you will call with your story, which got to dial 866-348-7884. When did you experience this complete terrifying experience?

Somebody pulled out in front of you, something happened at your house, whatever happened, and you were cool as a cucumber. Like, how did this happen? It's it's fascinatingly, it's God fear. And so I was This particular night, my wife had gone to Pennsylvania to visit some friends with my kids, and I was in the house all alone, and it was in a very creepy house with all kinds of trees, the older house, and that night it was a rainstorm, thunder, like man, it was creepy as it could be, and you know, the wind blowing through the windows, and everything that could scare me was going on. And I'm laying in the bed, a brand new Christian, probably hadn't been in Christ 18 months, and I'm realizing that this fear that I'm experiencing that has me totally paralyzed, I mean, totally paralyzed.

I I know it's a sin. But I don't know what to do about it. And so I start to pray. Good idea. Good starting point, I would say.

I was like. Jesus, help me. I know this is a sin. I know it is, but I have no idea what to do about it. Please help me.

Please help me. And just like she just described in this song, she listened to the voice from within, and that voice said to me, Robbie. Robbie. What are you afraid of? Isn't that interesting?

I always ask you questions, and it would appear obvious. And so I told him. When he said, What are you afraid of? I said, Well, have you not seen the movie Strait Jacket with the lady with the knife in the shower? Like, you know, and I, I like.

I know what I'm afraid of. You know, violent death. That's what I'm afraid of. And he In this word, he said it to me. Robbie?

What would be so bad about that? And as I, and I know he spoke this to me. It was wait a minute. You're threatening me with Jesus. Like, you're threatening me with heaven, with true freedom, with, with.

With what it is that the promise is all about. Wait a minute. Wow. And as my spirit began to realize what he had given me, It revolutionized my life in so many different ways. I cannot tell you.

Yes, I got. Rid of my fear of the dark. In fact, it wouldn't be, you know, not too many years after that that somebody actually did break in.

Well, they were actually on the roof of our house, and I'm out there with a shot going on. Long story, pretty funny. Nonetheless, I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that God spoke this over me. this this idea of Plus fear. in one idea Is worship because he's got this.

There's nothing in the world. that that can happen that that that's just going to harm you for real. How did that work out in your life? 866-348-7884-866-34TRUTH. Oh, would I love to hear your testimony?

I would love to hear your story.

So, Jerry, I know you've got them.

Well, I don't know where to start, but I'm going to tell you. Since we're talking at Christian Cargath, I'm going to give you a. uh a vehicle one And I don't know if I've shared this with Robbie or not, but on my last mission trip to Jamaica, Before the storm. Um We're heading from Montego Bay to Broadleaf. And if you've ever made that journey or can even imagine, Whenever I talk about going to Jamaica on a mission trip, everybody thinks sandals and all these resorts.

Well, that's baby, let me tell you, that's not Jamaica. That's not the Jamaica I know. That's where the cruise ships land. Yeah. But that's about it.

Yeah, that's it.

Well, is we're going and we're about at maybe an hour from um Montego Bay. And if you've ever traveled those roads, they are they're Maybe one lane or a little less than a lane. And they use them as two lanes, and you have trucks meeting you, and there's potholes all in the roads, and debris laying everywhere. Just a hazardous road. I'm driving one of the roads.

And you're on the wrong side of the road. And I'm on, yeah, and that's kind of fearful when you get there. We land and I get in the vehicle, what they call a bus, which are just like minivans, somewhat passenger vans, hold 15 people. I get in there and you have to f Getting on the wrong side. And you go out and you're traveling on the wrong side of the road.

And as soon as you leave Montego Bay Airport, you've got to go through a traffic circle, which adds to the danger. Oh man, I can't even imagine. And your brain is like mush. But when we come back from the break, I'm going to tell something that really was frightening. And I got out of the vehicle and.

to say thank Jesus. How about you? 866-348-7884, 866-348-7884. When did you experience that peace? Like beyond all understanding?

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What what an amazing thing when you realize That God has this regardless of what you're seeing with your eyes. God's way bigger than anything that you may be facing. And so, as he said to Abraham and Isaac and Jacob and Hagar, he's saying to all of us. And when we left our hero, Jerry, and by the way, we got to. A call from North Carolina that we're going to share a story here in a minute, but we've got to finish up Jerry's story.

You were in Jamaica, you were in the van. You got 11 people in there. We're, like I said, about an hour out of Montego Bay. Of course, you're driving, you're on the wrong side of the vehicle. You're sitting in the passenger seat and you're trying to shift gears with your left hand, and nothing is right.

You're on the Opposite side of the road.

Well, we're just moving right along, normal trip up the mountain, and all of a sudden, I had a blowout. Not just a blowout. Both left tires blew out.

Well, instantly when that happened, Like I said, it's where you don't understand. It seemed like it took 10 minutes. It was a matter of seconds because I had, it seemed like I was. racing through my brain what to do because when it happened the van tilted off to one side and almost Felt like it was on a flip, and then the van behind me said, I thought you was on a flip. But we didn't.

So I started, then I jerked it back and I kind of went over into the right-hand lane in oncoming traffic, and there was a truck coming at me.

So at this point, I decided I got to get back to the other side of the road. And I had to get off the road.

Well, we were just past an area that had, you know, hills on the side, but we came to an area where a little community where they have the huts and the little stores and stuff. And I go sliding in there and I'm thinking, Please, God, don't let there be any Jamaicans walking here because I'm going to probably run over somebody. We slide in and we slide into this little. little store. And about 150 yards past where it first had happened, there was a, they call it a garage, but it was a tree with a canopy.

And all these guys come running up here, and they're out of breath by the time I get stopped. And one of the guys run up and I'm stepping out and go around to the other side and he's got it gives me a fist bump and he says, You don't drive like a white man. And I wasn't sure exactly what that meant, but I was just if that was good, I think I was alive. That's all that mattered. But just the grace of God, this was a.

We stopped at it, it probably couldn't have been a better place. They allowed people in the van to come in and get something to drink, go to her house, which was behind her little store, and use the restroom because I believe they were all ready to wonder they didn't change some underwear. But we. But when it all is said and done, And we get the, thank goodness one of the vehicles was the same type of vehicle we had.

So we were able to get two spare tires and get it on and get back on the road. But as I'm driving, I'm thinking to myself, I said, you know what? Because everybody was just talking about how I can't believe he did that. And I'm thinking, it wasn't me. I mean, that was one of those things where you just knew that God was on a.

You know, I look back and I think, man, how terrifying that is and what could have happened. But God was in control because that was that song of Jesus Take the Wheel home. Oh, yeah, absolutely. You lived it. Yeah.

So we got Rosalie in North Carolina, Rosalie in Navarre's. You're on the. I'm sorry, say that again for me? Rosalia Navarez is fine. Oh, I love it.

I love it. Thank you.

So, tell us. What what happened with you?

Well, I was eighteen years old, and at the time, I had already experienced a lot of travesty in my life. I came from a family of witches and warlocks. And my mother was a very promiscuous woman, and she put she took all of that out on me because I happened to be one of the children that was born out of wedlock while she was married to another man.

So by the time I was eighteen, I was already very confused. I was dealing with abandonment issues. I'd been molested by family members. My mother would drop me off at family members' homes to do that deed. And so I was a very broken person.

Um and I was um you know outside of marriage, I had a relationship with a guy and we were staying um in an apartment with other another couple. And one of the the man of the other couple had h eyes for me and I was always, you know, turning him down.

So one day his girlfriend came over and she noticed that he was kind of having a liking to me.

So instead of Sitting him straight, she took it out on me, which ended up turning into a big fight where she attacked me and I ended up getting the upper hand So they ended up leaving and then they came back with herself, the boyfriend, and another guy, and they kicked in my sliding glass door and they jumped me. And the boyfriend that I had at the time, he ran and he left me there alone.

So all I had was myself and Jesus. And so I picked up a candlestick holder that was iron, and I just started swinging it around aimlessly. And in the process of doing that, I ended up with a black eye. I tried to call nine one. They pulled the phone out of the court, out of the wall.

One of the guys ended up with his front teeth missing. The other guy had a concussion and the girl had to get 55 stitches across her forehead, which I learned this later, but I did end up getting the cops to come over because of the phone call.

So they came, and when they came, I'm thinking, you know, I'm a victim. I've been attacked. They broke into my home. I called 911. I didn't think that they were going to take me to jail or anything like that.

I told them the whole story. But because those individuals were hurt a lot more than I was, I had a black eye and they had all these other issues and they were in the emergency room at the time.

So the officer, you know, who was playing like he was on my side and he said, you know, maybe you need to put some shoes on because there's a lot of glass in this house.

So I went to put my shoes on and he handcuffed me. And he takes me to jail. And again, I have no family. I am an orphan at this time. I've been exiled out of my family.

So I am in jail. And I know that I've been wrongfully imprisoned, and I'm just crying out to the Lord in my cell. And I'm just like, Father, you know, please let me bring someone to me that I can at least talk to. Like, I can't do this, you know, being in this cell alone. I have, you know, claustrophobia and all these other issues that I'm trying to deal with.

And certainly, he sent a lady. And the lady came in, and she was dealing with a lot of issues that were similar to mine, very parallel.

So in that time, I was able to put my focus on ministering to her, even though I was grieving and dealing with a lot of my own issues. But through the grace of God, he brought me someone that kind of took my. Pain away for that moment that I was able to, you know, console her. And so then they ended up taking her to another room, and again, I was alone. But I felt good.

I felt a sense of peace because I knew that God was with me just by bringing that lady there, you know, to console and minister to and to also have a companion. But I then was, you know, like, Lord, you know, I'm going to be in jail for so long. They were saying that I was looking at three years in prison for assault with a deadly weapon with attempt to cause great bodily harm. And so I'm praying, I'm praying. And all of a sudden, the next day, I get the sheriff says that I have a visitor.

I got him like, who would visit me? I don't even know anybody that would visit me, you know? And it happened to be this cop. who my mom had been sleeping with. And he knew of me because she would talk about me and how I was on the streets and I was just this horrible child and everything like that.

And he said that one day, the day before all this happened, Or that I was in jail, he happened to look me up just by a fluke, just thinking of me, looked me up and saw that I was in jail.

So he came and I'm like, how do you even know me? And you know, he's telling me all these things. I know your mother and you know, tell me what happened. I tell him my whole story and he says, you know, it sounds like you're being wrongfully imprisoned. And the only way that you're going to be able, you know, probably fight your case and avoid three years in prison is if you get out.

And I'm like, I have no way out. Like, I have no money. I have no family. You know, my mom, as you know, doesn't want anything to do with me. And he was like, look, you know, I will talk to her and I will convince her.

To get you out of here, if it's the last thing I do, or I will get you out of here.

So him and her end up bailing me out. And I get out and I actually fought the case alone with God on my side. And I ended up winning the case with the verdict being a But I was in self-defense. And so that's just one of many times that the Lord has carried me through a wicked storm and alone with no help from nobody at all on earth, just the Lord alone and brought justice to my situation. Wow, you know, that scene in the courtroom with you by yourself with.

The prosecutor over there, who has all this education, obviously, he has his agenda. Um And I'm sure he had all these people that the perpetrators that to testify against you it's Three to one. Right. I just asked God, what do I do? And he said to go to the neighbors and get statements from everybody.

And that's what I did, because people had seen what was going on and they'd seen them kicking in the doors. I didn't even know the neighbors, because I'd only lived there for like a month. And I did just that. And just with the testimony from the neighbors, and just like, you know, me telling my story to the judge, and how the 911 call was for me, and they kicked in my sliding glass door. Praise God.

Rosalie, we've got to go to a break if you hear that music. We're going to be back in a minute. Stick with me, Rosalie. And also, if you've got a story, we would love to hear it. 866-348-7884-866-34 TRUTH.

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Picture this, what if all it takes? Picture this with God fear today on the Christian Car Guy Show. And. Wow, the story of stories that Rosalie has been sharing with us today. Rosalie's in North Carolina.

And this horrific story, like, oh my goodness, it touched everybody's heart, I'm sure, that heard it. And if you didn't hear it, then you need to go back and get the podcast later so you can hear her whole story, because it will take your breath. What a testimony, Rosalie, you have. And Jerry and I both. We both have this question that I know everybody listening is wondering.

How did God reach you In that circumstance, in other words, it sounds like you had a relationship with God prior to the incident. How did that happen? Yeah. What Ever since I could remember, I've always had Jesus in my heart. I didn't come from a family that went to church, like I said, witches and warlocks.

if they were in a religion, it was a Catholic religion, and it wasn't like we read the Bible as a family or went to church or any of that. It was just they praised Virgin Mary and that sort of thing.

So as a very young child, I always recall crying out to the Lord because of the abuse that I was under and enduring as long as I could remember. And from what I recall, from the story of my mother ending up telling me how I even came about, I had been abused while I was in her womb because her husband was trying to get rid of me, finding out that it wasn't his child that she was carrying.

So I had always been abused from the beginning of my conception. And I believe because of that, that the Lord had a calling for me. Of course, he loves us all. But I always knew Jesus. I always loved Jesus.

I always talked about Jesus. I don't know who whispered Jesus in my ear. It may have just been Jesus alone. But that was something that I always knew that Jesus loved me, God loved me, and I would just always pray to him. I would carve on my Um In my room on my walls, I would say, you know, I want to die, please take me home, God.

And this is at five years old.

So, I don't remember the exact time when Jesus came into my heart. I just know that he was always in my heart, and I always prayed. um through everything that I had been going through. All of those times. And I just want to say that this testimony of mine, which there's a plethora, I mean 47 years of testimony, in fact, I've called this line before and talked about a time that I was put there was a 44 magnum put to my head and shot and the Lord told me move my head before he shot and I did and right as he shot the bullet went right past my eyes.

Um so that's a whole nother testimony, but this one here reminds me of Pharaoh. and how the Lord hardened Pharaoh's heart.

so that he can show his omnipotence and his power to the Israelites and to the Egyptians as well. And in my case, the Lord softened my mother's heart. And it just shows the the power of God and how he loves his children. And that, um so I just you know, God has been very prevalent in my life, and I'm a sinner. I'm not different than anybody else.

In fact, I've probably sinned more than most people. But God has always loved me and God has always carried me through every wicked storm. And I've never stopped loving God back and just having faith in him and knowing that he will make a way because he's been making a way since. the day that I was conceived. That's beautiful.

Wow, Rosalie. Take us up to date now. Where do you go to church? Or tell us about your relationship with God at this point?

So I've been church hurt, so I'm kind of church hopping, trying to find out where I stand because, again, I'm an orphan. Um, my mother's a narcissist. She pretty much triangulated everybody against me from when I was a little girl to. you know, up until she just finally you know, really got rid of me. And it was more so me trying to seek her as a mother.

And I ended up just saying, I can't do this anymore at like 37. Is when I had decided I just can't do this anymore. I'm chasing someone that hates my guts and tells me every time that I try to make amends or try to have a relationship. I'm 47 now. Um I am now reading my Word.

In fact, I was gifted a Bible back in nineteen ninety six, which would have made me nineteen. And I just carried it with me everywhere I went. I have it to this day. But I never really immersed myself in the Word. I would just read like scripture here and there, just random stuff.

Because I was heavy in my sin, I was definitely a very heartbroken Individual and didn't realize all of the issues that I had from the lifelong trauma and the historical abuse.

So I have been through various relationships with other narcissists, whether they're romantic or just platonic women, men alike.

So I went through my life dealing with all these different abusive people alongside sabotaging myself, which didn't allow me to open up further to the Lord. Because every time I tried to, it was like an attack on myself, and I would just. Go into a deep hole of depression. But for the last, I would say, year. I have been really digging into the Bible, doing my Bible study, walking with the Lord.

I've left everybody to themselves, and I have just been with God alone. um really just kind of like a hermit in the house other than work. And going out to do groceries and that sort of thing, I have just been in the house trying to get the word of God. the breath of life and his guidance from his word so that I can have the wisdom that I didn't have before. I can have discernment and not find myself in these types of abusive relationships that I have had my whole life.

So now I'm in a transition period with God, and I'm wanting to become like a victims advocate from a biblical perspective, and I'm praying that God will guide me into that. But I do work in health care. I work in health care and behavioral health and mental health. I'm a um Behavioral therapist for ABA therapy. I'm also a CNA and a MedAid.

So I am a servant of the Lord. Because the Lord has seen me through. He has seen me through all of my trials and tribulations, and I want to serve him for the rest of my days.

Well, let us, if you don't mind, Rosalie, let us pray with you. Let us pray. I think it'd be awesome. that God clearly has done a work and is doing a work. Um so Lord, I thank you.

Thank you, thank you, that you took the wheel of this radio show and had Rosalie call. Um Her story is your story. As is all of our story. And Lord, you know. How much you've loved her through the pain and the things that we've heard from her today.

And I know inside of all of our stories are things. That are just beyond mentioning, that you've been there with us through it all, and I thank you that you gave. Rosalie, the awareness of your presence. I'm thankful that she senses it now. I'm truly grateful that you are giving her a hunger for and a thirst for your word, a hunger and a thirst for you.

I thank you so much that you are living out 2 Corinthians 1 in her life, that you are helping her to comfort others with the comfort that she's been comforted with. I pray that you would continue to pour those gifts into her. But Lord, I sensed this longing for a sense of community for Rosalie, where she would be amongst.

Some people that were Jesus with skin on. that would love her unconditionally and not seek their own, but seek Rosalie E.'s benefit. And uh Again, I thank you so much for taking Taking over this show today. It was amazing. I thank you for my friend Jerry, and I pray that all would speak a blessing over Rosalie as they think about her today.

In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen. In Jesus' name, amen. Hallelujah. Thank you so much.

And stay on the line if you would for me because I want to talk to you right after the show, okay?

Okay. Wonderful.

Well, Rob, before you close, I came in and you said, I don't know where this show is going. I hope I can explain it. God does have the will. I mean, because and Rosalie for calling in, I mean, I hope the question of, you know, it opened the door. And that has been a blessing, I know, to me and Robbie and Nick and everyone in here and those listening.

Man, amen. Amen.