Everyone is Desperately Insecure

Today on Living on the Edge with Chip Ingram, there's one thing that's absolutely true of every single person. No matter the culture, the country, the status, we all have one thing in common. It's built into our human psyche, and no matter how hard we try to get beyond it, it plagues us. It's the number one reason we struggle in life. and relationships.

That's what we're going to talk about today. You don't want to miss it. Stay with me. The people who seem to have it all together, confident, successful, put together, like they've got it all figured out, are hiding something too. And once you see it, it changes how you relate to absolutely everyone around you.

I'm Dave Druy and today on Living on the Edge, Chip Ingram takes us all the way back to the Garden of Eden to the exact moment insecurity entered the human race. We're discovering how every single person we'll ever meet is carrying the same struggle deep inside.

Now, here's Chip continuing our series, Caring Enough to Connect, with today's message titled: Everyone is Desperately Insecure. Everyone is desperately Insecure. That may sound a little crazy, but recognize Everyone is desperately insecure. Not some people. But everyone.

Uh some may be a little bit more insecure than others. But I mean, this changed. I mean, my paradigm shift of looking at every single person in every situation completely changed when I realized everyone. the people that seem to have it together. The people that are upwardly mobile, the people that are smart, the people that are athletic, the people that are beautiful, the people that seem to have everything in a way that you think, oh, it looks so wonderful.

Let me tell you, behind all that, They are desperately insecure just like you and just like me. And that will change how you process their words, how you relate to them, how you think about them, and how you think about yourself. Turn in your Bibles. Are you ready? This is an easy one.

Genesis chapter 3. Go all the way back to the beginning. Genesis chapter 3, verses 8 to 10. You got it?

Okay, let's follow along. They heard the sound of the Lord. God walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden. Then the Lord God called to the man and said to him, Where are you? He said, I heard the sound of you in the garden.

And I was afraid Because I was naked, so I hid myself. If in your Bible it's okay to underline or circle something, I would go up into verse 8: the man and his wife, you could circle the phrase, hid themselves. They were afraid. Why? Because I was naked.

So I hid myself. The fall brought guilt and shame. And the result is fear-based relationships with God and others. You need to understand the human species. You know how we relate?

We relate out of fear. I'm afraid you're what? See me for who I really am. Isn't that what naked is? I mean, it's physically naked here, but they were psychologically naked.

They were emotionally naked. They were afraid God would see them. They knew they had imperfections now. Before, they were secure, they were safe, and now sin has entered, and now they're. Non-safe or insecure, which makes them what?

Insecure people. And insecure people Relate out of fear. They spend their energy Hiding From God and hiding from one another. And so every single person you meet is desperately insecure. They're trying to cover up who they really are because down deep, here's my thinking, here's your thinking, it's the human species.

Down deep, my greatest fear is that you'll see who I really am. And if you see who I really am, I'm convinced. You wouldn't like me. In fact, most of us spend our lives in relationships playing games, posturing, pretending, and image casting.

So that people can't see who we really are. And we try to figure out what others will like or what we think will be accepted, and then we try and project that. all the while hiding who we really are to protect ourselves from being rejected. And I'm telling you, if you ever get that and understand that. It'll liberate your life.

I mean, the people that you are most intimidated by, the people that power up, and I mean, they just, you just feel like you want to cringe. Here's what you need to understand. All of us have tools or methods to create distance between us and other people so that we feel safe.

Okay?

Now if you want to, it's out of print, but I mean, I can save you reading the whole book. Transformational book. Swiss psychologist Paul Tournier, Christian, wrote a book called The Strong. In the week. And the whole book's thesis is, Everyone in the world is desperately insecure.

And we manifest it. Either in strong responses or in weak responses. And the whole book is, you know, cases of all the clients that he has. And so people that are power-up, people who have to dress absolutely perfect, people who tell you how many people report to them, what kind of car they drive, how much money they have, and all the stuff to make you there really, really big. People that are arrogant, people who talk about themselves in the third person.

A la ESPN. You know? What we feel like is we either feel really turned off by those people. Or we feel intimidated by those people. People that have strong outbursts of anger.

Who are you to say that ever like that? What are they doing? They figured out a way to create distance. Why? So it's safe.

Very strong reactions. are carried out by very insecure people. That's just how some people express it. But the goal is the same: it's just to keep distance so you won't know who they really are. On the other hand, Ultra-weak reactions, you say hi to someone and they look at their feet.

I'm a victim. No one ever likes me. No, I can't talk to you right now. People who. Withdrawal, people who won't look you in the eye, people who avoid people, people who won't get involved in relationships, people who isolate themselves to extremes.

What are they doing? Their underlying belief system is if you ever knew who I was, you wouldn't like me. And I can keep you from knowing who I really am because like a shellfish, I am closed tight and I'll be superficial, but you'll never get me to open up and see who I really am. I was in Very first pastorate, and I only had two. And I grew up, my parents were school teachers, okay?

And my parents' combined salary when they started teaching school was about $4,600. And even back then, that wasn't much. And so my roots are a little rent house with two bedrooms. My parents slept in one room and the three of us kids, two girls and me, we all slept, I was small, in the other room. And then little by little by little, my dad was uh out came out of the depression.

At thirteen, his father died of gangrene because he wouldn't treat uh an accident on his leg, and my dad watched all the farm equipment in his farm be sold out from under him. And him as a 16-year-old signed in to go into the Marines in World War II because, you know, what am I going to do with my life?

So frugality and the idea of working hard and the sense that you don't have much. My dad was the kind of guy that checked the locks about five times each night before he went to bed. And I thought, man, you are weird, dude. And then I thought, you know, maybe if I'd been in Guam and he was Jima, maybe I'd check him five times too. And all that produced was uh Someone who lived with a mentality that, you know, I just save, save, save money, and had eight or ten, you know, lawn mowing jobs and two paper outs.

And then I end up in this pastorate in a rural town, but it was really a misnomer because. It was about 35 people. But they were people that all worked in Dallas and they wanted a nice church out in this rural area 30 miles outside of Dallas. But one guy owned a Yamaha shop, apartment complexes, another guy owned an insurance agency, another guy owned one of the largest CPA firms.

So they would have these trucks and ranches and sort of play cowboy on the weekends and they would all get dressed up and run Dallas. And so we would go to their homes, and these are my roots, okay? And Southern Living magazine, and I'd look at all the stuff they had, and man, I I was so intimidated. And I just felt like, I mean, there are only 35 people, but I'm so over my head. These are wealthy people, and wealthy people must be really smart, and really smart, wealthy people must be a lot better than me.

And, you know, I'm just kind of a regular guy, and I'm shopping at Kmart, and they're talking about Neiman Marcus has a sale on, and, you know, I'm not sure who Neiman Marcus is. You know, and I'm just overwhelmed with being insecure, and I'm uptight. And this one guy we meet for breakfast for discipleship, he pays every time for everything. And I'm feeling like, man, this is, I don't know what's with this, but this is dysfunctional. And I remember reading that book, The Strong and the Weak.

And then after two or three years, I started counseling those families and those real together wealthy, very smart from great universities with kids going to great universities with high SAT scores that were pillars of the community. I'm underneath dealing with the junk and the dysfunction. And what I saw was, you know what, there's nothing wrong. With being wealthy, But it it doesn't solve your relational issues. And what I saw was, you know something, they had a lot more stuff than I had, but I think they had as many problems as I did.

My dad was an alcoholic, and Teresa's dad was too. You're listening to Living on the Edge with Chip Ingram, and there's more coming up in just a moment. But first, stick around after today's teaching. We'll tell you about a resource built to help you have real gospel-centered conversations with the people in your own life who feel far from God. It's called Not Beyond Reach, and it might be exactly what you need for that one relationship you've been praying about.

Well now back to today's lesson. And I remember the very first time I got breakfast with this guy, and I got there early, and I knew what we always ordered, and I paid in advance, and then we got ready, and he was going to write the check, and I said, You know, I already paid. No, no, no, no. See what he did is. What he learned to do is control and power up on people by always paying the bills.

So people were indebted to him because he was very insecure and very powerful. And the way you Express that when you have a lot of money, is you control everybody with your money, and then when they don't come through, then you cut off the money and you play lots of games, and you don't even know you're doing it. And so I told him, no, no, I've already paid. And he goes, Oh, you can't do that. You're the poor little pastor.

He didn't say those words, but that was what he meant. And I'm the big, rich, godly guy, you know. And then I looked him in the eye and I had one of those moments, I said, look. And by the way, right now he's one of my closest friends in the world. I said, do you want to be friends or not?

And he looked at me, what do you mean? I said, I'm not playing the game. I watch what you do with your children. I've counseled you and your wife. I see how your kids are.

The strings of the money happen everywhere. Tell you what, when we eat at a place like this, I'll pay at least half the time. If we go to some country club and it's like 40 bucks a dinner, you can pay. I don't have that kind of money. But I'm going to pay half the time, or you're the big hot shot, and I'm the little dinky guy, and I want a friend.

And if you don't want a friend, and there's not peer, and we're not going to be on the same ground level at the cross, then let's stop meeting. But if you want to have a real man to a real man in a real relationship, you pay sometimes and I'll pay sometimes. I get to make sacrifices for you and you get to make sacrifices for me. And by the way, I think a lot of this chaos in your family is: man, you're desperately insecure, just like me. And he looked at me like.

And 30 years later, we were just like best friends, and he's been one of the great mentors of my life. But I'm telling you. Everyone is desperately insecure. There is no one that has it altogether. Everyone is hiding, everyone is pretending, everyone is posturing, everyone is.

Kind of projecting to some degree or another. And so let's get to the solution side.

So how do you deal with this? When uncomfortable or threatened or afraid, simply admit or verbalize appropriately and refuse to play the game. I mean, that's how you deal with this. What you do, once you get this on the table, Then we get to the practice. And the practice is take off your mask.

Authenticity builds genuine relational intimacy. Hypocrisy destroys it. You gotta take off your mask. You know, jot in the corner of your page somewhere there. Acts chapter 5.

It amazes me that the very first sin recorded in the early church was what? Hypocrisy. And the judgment was death. And sometimes you read that, especially like me, I didn't read it up growing the Bible. Chapter 1 of Acts, chapter 2 of Acts, chapter 3 of Acts, chapter 1, real exciting, the church is growing, real exciting, then Ananias and Sapphira.

I mean, they just told a lie, but the lie was pretending that they were something that they weren't. They projected a level of commitment that they weren't. And what did God do? Because once there's authenticity's gone, all you have is a charade. People, you know, non-Christians, see, I grew up as a non-Christian most of my life.

Non-Christians aren't looking for perfect Christians, they're looking for real Christians. That doesn't mean you've got it all together. It doesn't mean you have all the answers. It doesn't mean you're always perfect. It means when you mess up, you say stuff like, man, I am sorry.

Are you ready for this? I really messed up. Take off your mask. Authenticity builds. Um Relational intimacy, hypocrisy destroys it.

And it never ends. I mean, I guess you get better as we grow and find our security in Christ. It never ends. I remember early on as the radio ministry started growing, and then I got invited to these dinners. And now imagine with my roots, you know.

I grew up playing Little League Baseball and Blue Light Specials at Kmart and then going from the little 800 square feet house to the 1200 square feet house with my parents, you know, little by little, and playing a little NAIA school. And now I'm sitting at the table with Tony Evans and Chuck Swindahl and all these Christian leaders, and I'm invited to this thing.

Now here I am. It's like 15 years later, 20 years later, and I have all the same feelings I had in that little town. These are the really big shots. These are the Christian leaders of the world. They've written all these books.

They're so spiritual, and I'm this little peon, right? Does anyone else, you're looking at me like I'm on drugs or something, does anyone else have these feelings? Anyone else ever get, you know, right?

Okay?

And so, but now the question is, well, how do you deal with this? You know what you do? You admit it as soon as possible and verbalize it appropriately so that it's like taking a needle and get the air out of the phony balloon. And so I don't know how it happened, but I'm sitting next to Chuck Swindah.

Well, he's like one of my heroes. And I'm thinking, so what am I going to do? You know, am I going to pretend and tell him how many stations we're on and put my chest out and try and tell him all the good things that have happened? What? Why?

Because I'm insecure. I'm afraid that if he really knew who I really am and how afraid I really am in this situation, he's going to think I'm a little nobody, which is exactly how I feel. Or am I just going to figure out, now how can we get the mask off here? And so I sat there very uncomfortably, and my wife equally uncomfortably. And I turned to him and I said, Excuse me, Dr.

Swindahl. And he's so neat. He goes, Actually, my name's Chuck.

Okay, hey Chuck, you know? And you know, we did a little chit chat. And then I just said, could I ask you something? And um He said, sure. I said, I just got to tell you, man, this whole environment just intimidates me to death.

And I bet it was new for you once. How do you learn to be yourself in a situation like that where you feel very intimidated? Could you help me out? And I mean the atmosphere went. And pretty soon, since that dinner, they had this special dinner that I end up with him every year.

I like every year, he just finds me and he puts us: okay, coaching lesson number 32.

Okay, here's what we learned last year, here's how you do it this year. And it just became, and you know what I found out? What's so attractive about that guy is he's so real. That who you hear on the radio and who you meet up close is just a regular guy. But what broke the bubble?

was admitting That you're afraid, admitting that this is a problem. Usually, when I do pastors' conferences, I figure out somewhere in that message, even if it has nothing to do with the message, I talk about, you know, basically we're all insecure here and da-da-da-da, and I tell a couple stories on myself where they go, you gotta be kidding. Because now, I mean, it's hilarious. There's actually some people that are, you know, like 15 years behind me, and they think of me like I thought of Chuck Swindah. And I'm thinking, oh, brother, these poor people, are they deluded?

And so I tell them how insecure I am. And I said, guys, can we make a rule? Let's not talk about the sizes of our church, the sizes of our budgets. Let's not try and impress one another. We all get struggles.

If we could eliminate that the first couple days, we could really hear from God. And you just get it out on the table and you watch the whole atmosphere. change. You got it?

Principle number one, it all begins with God. Principle number two: recognize everyone is desperately insecure. Take off your mask. Authenticity builds genuine relational intimacy. Hypocrisy destroys it.

And the last means of application would be on this one, catch yourself and own it when you start to posture or image cast or, by the way, when I'm defensive. I'm usually hiding or running.

Okay. Outbursts of anger. Withdraw, give someone the silent treatment. Anyone do that in your marriage? Oh, good.

Yeah. Very spiritual group here this morning, you know? Having to explain to people, oh, what you understand is the reason I was, this happened and this happened and this. When I have to explain a lot, when I'm defensive, when I have strong anger feelings that people pick up, even if I don't explode or anything, or if I give people the cold shoulder, or I withdraw. Usually, that tells me there's something inside.

that I'm feeling very threatened by. And these are defense mechanisms. And I need to get with God. own my stuff and if I postured in a meeting, if I told you the number of times I've had to get on the phone. That night or the next morning, after I've been in a meeting with a group of guys, and say, you know, something about the middle of that meeting, remember when I kind of got off on da da da da da da da, and this is the way it is, and da da da?

Yeah, I think I was probably a little threatened. Anna, I'm sorry. That was not Christ-like. Would you forgive me for my little attempt to power up there? And here's what I can tell you.

I I don't think people think less of you. I think it creates an environment where we can be who we really are. And I think the most attractive thing about the Lord Jesus Was that when he looked you in the eye, when he walked upon the earth, and when you looked in his eyes, He knew exactly who you really are. and he would know exactly who I really am. And he just still accepts us.

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Well now, here's Chip. As we wrap up today's program, I want to take just a minute and talk about Why it's so important to begin to catch yourself when you posture. I mean, when you start doing that image management, when you begin to say things or act in a certain way or become self-conscious or find yourself talking about someone famous that you know or, you know, we all do these things and we create this wall between us and other people. And I do it and you do it and we do it to hide our fear and hide our insecurity. But it also hides the real you.

It hides the person that God made. But like the Apostle Paul would say in 1 Corinthians 15, he says, I am what I am by the grace of God, and his grace didn't prove vain toward me. But I labored more than all of them, yet not I, but the grace of God in me. And I talked in this message about learning to take off your mask, of just admitting your weakness, of stop. Posing.

Stop trying to get everyone to like you. Believe me, I'm an expert on this. You know, when you grow up in an alcoholic family like I did, man alive, do you learn to read a room and figure out what people want and what's going to make this group happy or that group happy? The problem is the person that will never be happy or blessed is you because you lose yourself. This posing, this acting, this sort of personality chameleon that we can become, trying to get other people to accept us and like us, little by little by little, it destroys your soul because God made you special and you are unique and the most beautiful, powerful person is when you experience that freedom.

And that freedom comes when you know the truth and the truth sets you free. And that's why we talk so much about having a sober self-assessment, of getting your view of yourself from scripture, of coming to the point where your security is in Christ, that you can take off your mask and you can. You go progressively, okay, it's a journey, but progressively you take off your mask and you begin to say to yourself in every relationship: there is nothing to lose here and there is no one to impress. And then, if you recognize that when other people power up and when other people start to intimidate you, you can kind of have this quiet little secret and say to yourself, hmm, they're insecure too. Why don't you check that out today and ask God to help you just be you?

Well, that's all for today. Join us next time as Chip Ingram continues the series Caring Enough to Connect right here on Living on the Edge. Today's program is produced and sponsored by Living on the Edge. Uh