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A good core group. And whether it's alcohol, meth, whatever it was, who were really fighting to stay sober. And I will tell you. I've also done a lot of accountability. And they're scarily similar.
The guys trying to get off math, and the guys trying to get off porn. Welcome to Family Life Today, where we want to help you pursue the relationships that matter most. I'm Dave Wilson. And I'm Ann Wilson, and you can find us at FamilyLifetoday.com. This is Family Life today.
We have Jacob Valk back with us today. He's the co-executive director and co-founder of Into the Light Ministries. And this conversation is going to go deep. It's going to be so helpful. We're going to talk about porn.
We're going to talk about your kids and how to protect them. And you don't want to miss it, and you're going to want to share it with people.
So let's go. I talk to wives often, and they say, Oh, my husband would never. look at porn. I've never struggled and my kids would never, I'm like. Oh, you don't know what's going on in the world.
Like, you need to open your eyes because it could be your husband, your child, your daughter, it could be you. And so, just to open our eyes, to say, yeah. It's our flesh. There's a battle going on, and Satan is wanting to win. I helped a little bit, or at least was on the end of a research with Barna.
So you can, if you don't believe me, you can go look at the research that Barna has put out. I think it's with Pure Life on the state of pornography in the church right now. They just quoted this at our church a couple Sundays ago. Am I right? Tell me the number.
It's terrifying.
So the average age of exposure is about seven or eight years old for average. And that's across homeschooling, Christian schools, public schools. A. Massive portion of pastors are struggling on even a weekly or monthly basis. The statistics are there, but it's really easy to ignore statistics, honestly, because they don't ring for us.
I'll tell you, in my experience, I've worked in college ministry, I've worked at seminary ministry. Every guy I've talked to, bar one or two, has said, Yeah, it's probably about Eight, nine, ten, maybe when I first discovered it. And yeah, I was watching weekly for years and years and years. I talked to one, I have one friend of mine. He Is that he's a little sister, right?
who's in high school. And His little sister was interested in the guy, and so my friend started sleuthing this guy, right? Just want to understand a little bit about him. Good older brother. Good brother.
And he found this guy's TikTok and the people that this guy was following on TikTok, and they were all softcore pornography.
So he goes to his little sister and says, Christian high school. And says, hey, sis, listen, this is not the kind of guy you want. And she looked at him and I'm quoting All the guys in my class watch pornography. Who really cares?
Now, you might say, you could say that's a unique situation. Fair enough. But this is a Christian, a really conservative Christian situation. I don't think that's unusual. From her point of view, maybe more pessimistic, but I'll trust her perspective from the trenches out.
From her, she would look around and say, All the guy's in my class. This is a so parents, at least specifically, don't be naive because if it's not. It might be active watching, but it also might be stumbling on it, curiosity. A second look, a third look, and we totally underestimate how addictive pornography is. Gary Wilson has an amazing book called Your Brain on Porn.
It's pretty graphic. I've heard of it. But he walks through how addictive, and he doesn't use that lightly. He doesn't just throw addiction around. He goes, How can I prove or really work through the addictive nature?
And he does a lot. He goes through a lot of sociological stuff and biological stuff. I went to a seminar. I was going to ask Dave, isn't that him? Yeah, he sometimes does a workshop at Iron Sharpens Irons conferences.
I speak at those. Yeah. And I'm the keynote. You know, I do this thing and then I literally hear all the guys come up. Here's their workshops you can pick.
And I hear him and I'm like I got to get ready for my next talk, but I got to go see what this guy's doing. I sit in the back of the room, and it was. Mind-blowing. Yeah, Dave. Because he has literal images of your brain.
I wanted to say before I want you to get into that, Dave, but Dave comes home late from this conference. I'm already in bed. It's like, we got to get him on Family Life today for one thing. This thing that I just saw. Yeah.
And he shows these slides of a brain. Was it a brain scan? Yeah, he's showing brain scans on cocaine, on video games. I mean, it's just amazing what happened. He shows porn, and it's worse than cocaine.
It's worse than alcohol in terms of addictiveness. Gray matter and you know, and how long it takes to re transform your brain back. Other things can take weeks. This takes months. I spent three years on residence, on staff, at a drug rehab center.
So I was lived. In and among the guys, not going to department. You get the idea. But I'll eat with them. You've eat quite the life, and you're not even 30 years old yet, dude.
It was a lot of fun. This is my single years.
So I was like, well, I was thinking, you know what? Redeem the time, do something useful. I'm like, I can go right into the mess. And so I'm like, why don't I go live at a rehab center and help the guys with their struggles? You said nobody ever.
Yeah. It was a lot of fun, let me tell you. I enjoyed it so much. Wow. Because these guys, you know, they're.
They're messy people. I met a lot of people who thought they were Jesus, that's for sure. Or there's plenty of spies. The CIA was on the roof a lot, let me tell you. But there are a lot of guys, a good core group.
Whether it's alcohol, meth, whatever it was, who were really fighting to stay sober. And I'll tell you. I've also done a lot of accountability. and they're mirror images of each other. Yeah.
You know, everyone's case is going to be different, but they were scarily similar. The guys trying to get off meth, and the guys trying to get off porn. Yeah, well, it's interesting. I think the study that I looked at said and here's one that you can correct me if I'm wrong. I used the number seven out of ten.
I think it might have been eight, but I just for Being safe, I said to my church a couple of weeks ago, seven out of ten church going men have looked at porn in the last thirty days. Oh, I thought it was a week. It's thirty days. In the last month. Yeah.
And that's all you need to hear is like, So, everybody's sitting around the room right now. Yeah. A lot of them.
So, in some ways, what you're even saying as a dad stepping into his daughter or son's life, I think sometimes his dad's we are.
Well, I'm just thinking of the dad, and this could be the mom, but okay, I think the dad is afraid to step in there because he's struggling. Yeah, and it's his little secret. Yeah, and he doesn't want to be a hypocrite, so he's just like, if I don't say anything, it's better than trying to walk in and say, Hey, you should stop this when I can't. Yeah, do you see that? I see a lot, yeah.
I see it from both sides.
So, I mean, for the man who's struggling. Brother, put your hand to the plow. Get after it. Get good accountability in your life. Don't be afraid to radically cut off access.
What about the guy or the woman who's like, I've tried. I've tried, I just keep falling, falling. I ask for forgiveness, repentance. I can't get free. I really under, I resonate with that.
I understand that feeling. I get it. It's also A lie. Because we don't serve a God. who is content with us sitting in our sin.
So we we serve a God who Paints us a picture with the Bible that's realistic.
So James says: if anyone says he is without sin, he's a liar.
So sin will be a part of our last till kingdom come. But God does not leave us just to wallow in sin and stay there. There is a pathway out. Garrett Kell is a great line. Where he says The Christian life is more about direction than perfection.
That's a really great way of saying. Two steps forward, one step back. Is still two steps forward. And the guys who I've known who've got hooked very early and struggled very long, what their struggle often looked like was. Forward a lot, falling back, wrestling, but there was always, it was characterized by a pattern of moving forward.
They would pursue, find new ways. I have guys who have started with one device. Got a dumber device, got a dumber device, and eventually just abandoned the device altogether because they were serious and they said to themselves, you know what? Is it worth it? Jesus had really harsh words about what happens for in Matthew 5: about cut it off, cut it off, gouge it out.
Yeah. Why? Because hellfire is reserved for those who don't. And we have to speak with compassion and love because Jesus also says that for those who are weary and downtrodden, a bruised reed he will not break, a smoldering wick he will not quench. And he also says, Put your sin to death.
And I think for the person who feels discouraged, I would say, like, Go read the Sermon on the Mount again because it will give you a lot of the best kick in the pants you could get. And it shows Jesus' heart for those who are broken and downtrodden.
So he's with you in the battle. And I would add this to, I think we forget. That when we are in Christ, when his spirit lives within us, that is the power of the resurrection is within us. And so he's not going to just say, oh, it's too bad. You can't make it.
We've got the power of God in us, and he wants to bring us victory. He wants us to be free. He says, I came.
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You know, Jay Stringer will dive into that. You know, obviously, author and a counselor in this area, and he's always like, Well, he even gets into what kind of porn are you drawn to? There's a connection to like, what? You know, you can get too psycho babble about it, but there's also something there that sometimes, if you do all the right things, you get the restrictions and everything, but you never get to what's driving it. Totally.
You'll win for a while. He calls it splurge and purge. You'll purge for a while, and then three months later, oh, just went through three days or a week, and I'm good for six months. Boom. And most guys I talk to, that's their story.
I'm winning, I'm winning. And then you see them slip and they had a night or a day, and then they'll go three more months. And he's like, Is that the pattern you want, or do you want to win? And he's like, They haven't got to that. You know, there's something driving that.
Yeah. How much do you do that at all? Yep. And this is why these kind of conversations take a lot of time because you have to cover, like, okay, the theology of it all, both the sin and the design, right? Which we could talk about.
Oh, I want to hit that too. And then you have. Mm-hmm. Practical steps, and that's that's the cutting off of the access, that's devices, that's the nitty-gritty of accountability. There's all that discussion.
And then there's also the, all right, let's not pretend we can, like you said, like we can't white knuckle through this.
So, what he's getting at, and this has been so helpful. In the documentary, a guy named Keith Lambert talks a lot about this.
So, he really gets into like understanding your heart. And I found it so helpful with guys.
So, let's say, There's a well, I'll just use a guy. Put girl in there too, right? You're at work. Just the project is not going well, and you don't feel respected or appreciated.
So, there's that good need there. It's good to want to feel respected and appreciated. That's a whole, and you're not getting that. That you leave it and you feel, you end up kind of forgetting about your day. You just feel down.
And then the evening comes and all of a sudden you're hit with radical temptation, but you don't really have a game plan. And eventually you fight it a bit and then you just watch porn, you just feel awful, and you call it a night.
Well, what we can do, if I was in an accountability group with that guy, right there, by the way, you know, that is so many men's stars. Oh, my goodness, right. And I'm guessing women too. Yeah, well, I usually just eat something, but it's the same idea.
So you can reverse engineer that and say, all right, all right.
So you don't feel respected and appreciated at work. A couple of things you could say. First of all, Where are you finding The core of your identity. There's a lot of thinking you could do about, like, hey, you're treasured and valued by the king of all creation. Meditate on that.
That should put a little bit of a spring in your step. But let's not pretend this isn't real to be hurt at work, right? If you're going to carry that, a knowing beforehand, looking at yourself and knowing beforehand, saying, you know what I do when I feel this way? I usually end up going to porn. Have that in your mind four or five hours before that's likelihood at two or three in the afternoon instead of nine or 10 at night.
That's good. And go, you know what I'm going to do? I've got to get a game plan for this. I'm going to put on.
So, what does that mean? I'm going to text my buddy and see if we can go play some Ultimate Frisbee. Because I know. I'm going to get a good old, healthy, God-glorifying endorphin hit from going to Place Multi-Frisbee with chicken church. Right.
And it's good. It helps. Or you're going to say, you know what? I'm going to crack open my Bible and I'm going to start reading through the Psalms and reroot my identity in Christ. That's the putting on.
And then the cutting off is: all right. It's usually my phone. And as usual, as I'm doom scrolling Instagram, so I'm gonna lock that thing in the kitchen cupboards at about eight o'clock and go read. Lord of the Rings or something, and get me away from that device in a better headspace. Thinking through these things beforehand gives you a game plan, anticipating that temptation will come, waiting till temptation hits, and then going, oh, what's happening?
The devil, see, the thing is, this is so helpful. Having a good spiritual warfare cap is really helpful. The devil intentionally wants to keep us ignorant of these things. Doesn't want us to be wise and mature and thoughtful about it. Because what it does is we just start coming up with very clear, logical steps to take to fight sin.
That's a simple observation. I think Jay Stringer would point out some very helpful things where it can be like years and much deeper hurt. And that can, then certain professionals can be really helpful in really taking time to untangle that. Get underneath it a little bit. Really get underneath it.
I mean, everything you just described is what an alcoholic would do. I can't have alcohol in the home. I can't go to a bar. But here's what we do. We're like, oh, I'm not that bad.
Yeah. Exactly. But we have to look in the mirror and go, I am. If I'm going to it once every three months or whatever it is, you got to look in the mirror and go. It's an issue.
I don't want to call myself a pornaholic or whatever their word is, you know, like, yeah. But I have to be that vigilant. Yeah. And if I'm not ready to name it and be that honest about it, like, you know, a little sin here and there is not that big a deal. Yeah, it is.
Yeah. Especially if you're married and it's going to be a legacy. It's like, you got to vigilante. Put on a camo and say, I'm winning this sucker.
Well, how important is it? To bring it into the light, to tell somebody. Totally. And what I think you said is so good about that: I don't want to be more, this is going to sound weird. I don't want to be more spiritual than Jesus.
Because when he came to the question of sexual sin, one of the major passages, Matthew 5, that's about adultery in the heart. What did he say? He didn't say, go look at your history of origin. He didn't say all this stuff. He said, and he didn't, weirdly, he didn't even give more spiritual advice, like make sure you meditate on God.
He said, start cutting things off. Take radical measures. All those other things are good. I'm a big God theology guy. Get your big God theology.
But what's actually what I've learned over the years is. What's so brilliant about Jesus' advice is that one of the most clear ways you tell yourself what you value. Is by radical steps.
So here's a story about that, which is to what you're saying. I have this buddy of mine. Really dear friend. But I hadn't caught up with him in a in a long time, right? We we kind of Just by distance and time.
So I was going for a walk with him and I asked him about where he was at with pornography. And he's like, Yeah, you know, it's kind of rough. Like it's not too bad. It's probably, we started talking about it. And it turns out he was about once a month.
And in his mind, It was bad. But it wasn't. wasn't a disaster. And I told him, I said, brother, Once I kind of really tried to get the story, and he was being, he was honest, I said, dude, your wife has. A license to leave you.
Maybe not divorce, but like if you're every month. For years now? And she's putting up with that, she could totally take a break. And this is bad, dude. You're a porn addict.
And he kind of took a step back. He's like, whoa. And I'm like. a pattern of repeated use. That's addiction.
So he thought about it. He talked to me. We just kept talking. He was great. He was like, he was like, dude.
You know, it was an hour-long conversation, but he said, Dude, this is a Rubicon moment for me. Like, I have never put it as starkly as this before.
So I got really amped about it. I'm like, dude, you got to cut things off. You got to put your phone. You got to smash your phone. Like, you got to get, you know, so we had this big conversation.
It was great. About a week later. He sends me a video on Facebook Messenger. And he wrote, On the top, faithful are the wounds of a friend. It's a proverb.
And it was a video of him placing his phone on a block of cedar and blasting a nail through it. Really? And to this day, that phone hangs over top of his dresser in his bedroom. All right. The last time he ever washed porn.
He just got to the point. He was, but what I love about that is it says so many things. He started seeing his sin clearly. Yeah. he saw that in relation to his wife, who was hurting, clearly, Yeah.
We talked a lot about God and how God views us. He started seeing God's love for him and God's judgment towards sin clearly. And that is good to be frightened of that. And he put that in action steps.
So he told himself to the cost of a phone, I'm going to tell myself something seriously in an embodied, real way. And he blew a nail through that phone, destroying it. And now every single night he can look at that thing and go, Yeah, I guess we'll be serious about this. And every single night his wife can look at that. As a testimony, and say you love me.
And again, I'm not saying that you're never going to struggle again, or any, but you have put to death one of the things that is the bridge to sin.
Well, let me ask you guys, because both of you have shared your struggle, what's been different about your walk with God when you see people like your friend who just nailed it. His phone. What happens in your walk with God when you're free? A guilty conscience. Weighs on every atom of your being.
It. Weighs, it drags, it's hard to laugh, it's hard to sing. When you just a guilty conscience just nags you.
Now, that's not to say, you know, James, if we say we have no sin, we'll always have sin, we'll always have struggles. But there is something about a continual, repeated. and the knowledge that you'll probably do it again. That weighs on you, and so having a clean conscience-this the freedom and deep-breathedness I've seen in guys when they're two, three, four months free, and they just go, Dude, I can go to church and like sing and not feel like I'm a hypocrite, it's amazing. It's so wonderful.
Even the guys who yeah, they're they've watched pornography last week, but it was only one time And you know what? Two, three weeks ago, it was almost every day. And then you can say, Glory to God because one time is a lot less, you know, mocking and insulting God's design for sexuality. And that's worth celebrating and worth getting really excited over. And the thing I've thinking about you, Dave, like Dave just talked about this briefly in a sermon at church.
And I'm looking around our church. There's a lot of men at our church. And I'm watching these guys wiping tears off of their faces. And they feel the guilt, the shame. They know it.
And they want to be used by God, but they feel so unworthy. And women and men. But I'm listening to you, Jacob, like, man, there's hope. Yeah. And I also think it's like.
That reaching for what I know I can have, and I've had before, but I'm just sort of blocked from it because I'm holding on to. Porn or whatever it is, I think the same thing happens right here in your marriage. Oh, it's like the intimacy, not just sexual or physical, but the intimacy that she longs for is not attainable when you're hiding this secret from your spouse. But it's like we have a good marriage, but we don't have the marriage we could have if I would just deal with my porn thing.
Well, and I can attest to that because when we were first married, Dave was struggling, but he never told me. I could feel something going on, like it feels like we're not together. What's going on? And I'd lie, we're good. And the second she said it, I'm like, it's this.
I'm hiding. But there's no way I'm telling her. But I could feel this battle all by myself. I bet I've asked you 20 times, what's like, is there something I've done? What's happening?
I can feel a separation between us. And that's what happens when you have a secret between you. There's a separation. You're one. And especially.
There's one of you that can a lot of times feel that.
Well, you guys, with your story. can say something so much more powerful than I could. I'm very newly married. In that For the person who's struggling right now and they haven't told their wife or their husband, and they're like, I'm just gonna. vaguely muscle through it.
You guys can say, hey, there's hope on the other side of this, and there's a vision for a really great marriage. But it's not going to be easy. You don't get the easy way through this. You have to be honest and start muscling through and take the pain that goes with honesty. But I have so many friends who have gone through this, and their marriages are.
Amazing. on the other side of some difficult conversations. Uh This is so helpful. Oh, this conversation with Jacob Valk, I was taking notes during that whole thing because I feel like I want to know it. I want my kids to know how to access this to help their kids, but also friends.
Like, this is an area that everyone struggles with. Yeah, and I think God's speaking to all of us. And, you know, the conversation doesn't need to end here. Go to our website, familylifetoday.com, click on the link, and get his resources, which will help you as a parent navigate this with your kids. We would love to pray for you.
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